I cannot understand, Lord.
I cannot fathom how
to make sense of such pain and grief,
the things that you allow.
You gave me such a precious love.
I don't want to say goodbye.
So hold me, Jesus.  Hold me close.
I need you to hear my cry.

chorus:
I need to know that you're holding him close,
that his head is on your shoulder
and you'll kiss his little toes.
Lord, I know your love will get me through
somehow.
and your peace will give me strength to stand
Til the day I fly
to see my angel,
baby angel of mine

I cannot hold my own, Lord.
I cannot answer why.
My arms ache to hold again
and questions fill my mind.
The days I face, they come like waves
crashing to the shore.
So hold me, Jesus.  Hold me close.
Only you can calm this storm.

repeat chorus

Bridge:
God, you know what it's like to have a son
and the pain I feel, you know more than anyone.
The tomorrows that come and every tear that I taste
are the same tears that streamed down your face.

Chorus 2:
So Lord I believe that you're holding him close
that his head is on your shoulder
and you kiss his little toes.
I know your love will get me through somehow.
and your peace will give me strength to stand
til the day I fly
to see my angel,
baby angel of mine.

Heaven will be on my mind everyday
til I see his face and hold him in my arms again

Take care of him, Jesus   that baby angel of mine.